The mask

"Smokin..."
[twists and turns in maniac manner]
Thom had her very first bass lesson today and is feeling so hyped she is talking in third person oa! Aai aai, <: It was quite nice, and I hate to admit it (well... coz it is so frigging cliche) but nothing and absolutely nothing can compare to the hype, drive and resultant high that comes with music. Not even sex (YESSSS I SAID IT :P) Masks dho... She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying, "Mama never loved her much"
And, "Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection"
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
Masks can merge with your body, exposed to enough heat, will weld into your skin... part of you, you must bleed to seperate... that can delve further into you, so you no longer remenber where the artificial you ends and your soul begins... crushes you, buries you... till you finally die... and all thats left is an empty, hollow shell...
I'm so very lost...
[slams fist onto table again and again and again]
This happens every time. Everytime life takes a turn for the better, everything comes crashing down. Yeah? Everything happens for a reason? Life is as it is because its meant to be so? Fuck it yeah? People suck, the world sucks. I should be more into this revenge and blackmail bullshit, thats what this whole revolves around anyway.
You think you know someone and they betray you, they fucking betray you. Over crap. CRAP!Oh atleast find a good reason.

Man: I love you I love you (repeat 100 times or so) *within a week*
Woman: Don't say what you don't mean.
[various childish events occur, woman gets fed up of man acting like an arse]
Man: [my ex is so great bla bla bla]
Woman: Um... this isn't working for me
Man: Ok... I will always love you. You can have me anytime etc.
Woman: So sorry.
[man guilt trips woman. woman feels guilty as well. woman makes amends, does everything he asks]
Man: Oh yeah. I'm back with ex
Woman: [genuinely happy] that's great
Man: I can't drop you home from my studio where you come and play professional music while I stare at your arse and I invited you to come to in the first place saying I wanted us to all be friends and act like adults. Ekam ok dho after all you are in love with your guy and I am in love with my girl, I shifted true love from you to her within 2 days, wow!
Woman: Hey it's alright
[few days later]
Man: Stop coming to my house. My ex doesnt like it, even though you now are part of our band and play music seriously as well as give coffees etc from time to time... and my ex is in a row with my family so she is not allowed into my house either and I am never alone in my house due to band members being around.
Woman: But.. but.. but...